I belong in bed. I had actually shut down my computer. I have been set to a purpose that is an honor and very hard but a write purpose task. To write a eulogy... I know there are all sorts of experts in the field, tips on how to write a eulogy abound on the internet, but what is needed is heart. Brevity, clarity, organization and hopefully a voice to read can all come...but heart for he who is gone and for each one who feels his loss ( and I am such a one myself) is really all I care about at this point. And I came to a place where I knew it was time to retire and trust the rest of it to tomorrow.
And then I was told there were two new blog posts from my traveling daughter and I fired this computer back up and ignored the exhaustion ahead signal lights that had been flashing for so long the batteries are almost stone... One of her posts was so long and so brilliant and painful and funny and convoluted I know I will read it again in the morning. The other, the latest one was short, a snippet she said...a day that had not held time for writing but she typed out a little marker for the trail...and so both in support of her and because I am encouraged by her, I have hereby officially written a snippet too. Good night.